shoulda woulda

i should have titled my last post "i got nothing...except a big ole resistance to codeine."

i should be taking advantage of the fact that both girls are down after a morning of running around grammy and gramps' and either laying down myself or getting stuff done around here. or taking a shower for the first time in days.

i should be dragging the trash cans back to the house.

i should be uploading the cute videos we have of the girls playing together the past few days.

i should be preparing myself mentally for the fact that in a month our baby is turning 1.

instead i'm paying bills, enjoying coffee, daydreaming about the sunshine predicted for this weekend and rejoicing in my medicine finally kicking in and feeling slightly human once again. yay!